Tuesday, June 21, 2005
DepresseD! HELPHelp man.......wats becoming of me . Been pondering and feeling depressed almost on and off these few days. I just cant get those thoughts hell outta my head. Yest nite, couldnt fall asleep until 1 hour later, and the whole nite i wasnt really sleeping, was aware of the thunders and rains...then this morning, wanted to study maths but couldnt calm myself down and study. And i dun think its schoolwork stress or wat......haiz. Maybe life's just hard...wat can i say.
Need some fresh air....today is sunny day, yet couldnt bring myself to go out cause of damn fuking maths, and yet i couldnt even sit down for 5min to study..damnit.....