Welcome to siSpec. (school of infantry specialist)

lol..was a slow 1 week i spent there.
boarded the bus , with the presence of the school CO there. 3 crabs...lol.
upon reaching, found out i was in this Golf coy, while the rest in Bravo...awww
reach the bunk, had our lunch, settle admin stuffs, and we got our rest only at 9+ on first day...

subsequent days spent on ippt cat, soc lessons, 60:120, st, agr....almost every physical exercises covered. Had lecture based lessons too, NE talks, TBTL...etcetc. So much covered in 1 week. Welcome to sispec man, lol....
Inspiring talks by CO, OC, WOs, which made me set my mind to do my best in this 10 weeks. Really, the sense of being a leader to be is so...shiok arh. But first...have to train up my physical fitness.haha.

And somehow, i just kindda miss my bmt mates. Miss the bunk there, miss the times we had
my bed buddy is yongshen! haha, glad i knew him , though not very well.
bunk ic....cry sia. and LSC (leader sec comm.) role,which will be rotated, other roles too.
The marching there is.....different. Everyone dig in, swings hands and lock elbows.
Next week's gonna be tough, our grace period over. Haha.....May all bless me.

Leaders of 6 men,
With pride we lead!
Sispec.

oh yah i just remember py asked me on the bus this qns!
"Mengfei, have you ever like patsy b4?" lol

The singnet ppl came in early morning!!! i want my sleep T__T
TEnnIs with wenbiao and jeremy at Thepines. played like..till 1pm.

Wedding of my cousin. Now my gu-ma cleared liao...all 3 daughters are married!
WAited for taxi to go home...but some lady tried to cut queue and refused to leave my uncle to board first. My dad chased her out...lol. A sense of righteouness, im glad i inherited tat from him.

Then she tried to snatch the taxi...and the bloody taxi driver is sexist , helped her loh.
My dad stubborness vS her thickskin, haha i had to be the mediator and let her board on compassionate grounds, say her kid need to be picked up, getting late and wat. She was on the verge of crying lar...being confronted by my dad..

must take 1 step back to see the vast sea and sky sometimes lar, haha cannot be stubborn like my dad. Yea tat concludes the daY! tml waking up early again....need sleep man T__T. And haven pack my bag for monday....lOl.....

Freaking singnet, nvr come at the allocated time. Waited for them 1 whole day LAR.
And i got my unit posting today!...loL....so fun to know about the various vocations.

Went back school take my A Cert, muahAha. with kianwee...hes damn sick. loL.
and went to bencH! saw this graffitti....walao but dosen belong to the pioneers (BENCHIES!)
but still,manage to locate our benchmark

Haha,whos mei nu and whos qi shui! remembeR?


Haha nite time , had dinner with dear old s8 peeps. Too bad many are occupied , but still a handful of the fun loving ones are there.
Ate pizza hut with our neverending s8 funds....we've been using it like for 3 years and still not depleted. Another outing with the remainings next time, and many many more to come.
Had fun lar,talk then went to take photo. LoL...bloody fun to see everyone again.
And we walked py home, then Freddie took bus with Wanlu home,while i walk with huifang.
Guess whos lefT? haha KelVin and YuHEng! SAME BUS, lol. how gay....

there we are~~ how happy.

Badminton with yinchong and 1 of his fwen in the afternoon.
Tats about..wat i did? loL.
Dennis told me bout his legs, hope hes alright.
And he is! lol.....

Presenting to you, FIFa Anthem sonG --------------> Utube video on my right. Damn nice. Enjoy

There was a dream
Along time a ago
There was a dream
Destined to grow
A(Y) hacerse pasion
Con un fuego abrasar
Un deseo de dar sin fin (harm).
El deseo de ganar
For the lifetime of heartbreakes (harm).
That brought us here today
We'll go all the way
And It feels like we're having the time of our lives
Lets light the fire by the flame (Let there be sunshine let it rain)
Let's come together as one and the same
Cause it feels like we're having the time of our lives
We'll find the glory in the end
For all that we are
For all that we are
For the time of our lives
Hoy es el día
Es la ocasión de triunfar
Para hacer realidad el destino
Que soñábamos conseguir
Una vida de lucha
Nos trajo hasta aquíLlegaré hasta el final…
It feels like we're having the time of our lives
Juntos, unidos triunfará nuestro deseo de ser el mejor
It feels like we're having the time of our lives
Toca la gloria junto a mí
La hora llegó
de la verdad
El momento llegó…Y ya nunca jamás lo podré olvidar
Cause It feels like we're having the time of our lives
Juntos, unidos triunfará nuestro deseo de ser el mejor
It feels like we're having the time of our lives
Toca la gloria junto a mí
La hora llegó
La hora llego
We'll find the glory in the end
For all that we are
For the time of our lives
For the time of our lives

Finally i bask in the suN.

Woke up at 9.30, though i wanted to drag on.
Head for towN in 174, section outing today.
Weiliang met me on the bus, lOl and we alighted at orchard,when its supposed to be somerset
--,--
Me,Duane,Wl, and weechong. Others coming later

Kino! naruto comics....but kindda realised i haven bought 31, went on to buy 32 and 33 on my way home later in the day.
Lol..weiliang met this...ex of his at kino,and he just dumped us aside...wat a fwen
And so..ben joined us, so did jeremy and kelvin.

we ate,we talk, Jeremy the gay lord starts laughing anonymously at random words and stuffs. he really went bonkus.....
we walk to PS, Wl getting his strings.
ARCADE, loL. First time i tried on DDR7! Weiliang, not bad sia. Jeremy even best, he and TimeCrisis3. Ahaha, and PC BUNK was just beside it! the house of pangya and maple.

While deciding wat to do (oh yah,ben left us at ps,and wl left us after arcade), duane wanted to watch silent hill, but not out. Went to this cathay cineplex building,have a walk around.
Duane left, so its down to 4! (which 4? not a diff qns right?)
Went back cine, play xbox. LOL totally suck at the Fifa game. Kelvin rules.
yea,took a walk at my old workplace. Tot i could see familiar faces, but NO! not even 1, lol..quickly left. Prob many slacking somewhere, but anyway most left the work already. Remember the old times...how nice, but no more

Yea,came home and notice the whole boonlay is in a fog! smells of burning stuff, prob the pasar malam i guess, but the fog is abit too much to be created by it man, lol.
Haha,visited the tkd! suppose to go, but miss it, regretting.....
zhenhui was there , quek and yihong and yinchong. and those familiar faces around. Haha the lao da not there liao...dunno where he went.
had abit of chattings with them. 2 ocs guys, lol. really brings back memories of tkd.
master henry wasnt there, haha weird for 1 time.
Went to get my 31 loh, then pasar malam abit.

Having a good chat with ah joe just now about MLM. Dont hate it, but dont like it at all.
Money just spoils everything..dosen it.

MLM, what is it?
--Multi-level marketing, a stratagic business plan adopted by company and organisations.
According to dear ah Joe, a business student, such thing was banned some time ago in Singapore but recently, it's been surfacing up again cause the ban was actually lifted.
Why was it banned? People got cheated of their money when companies responsible for the worker's paycheck somehow close down,vanish, play hide and seek, play thickskin etc etc.
MLM, how it works?
--By the branching / networking method. U at the top, have this group of ppl as your underlings. They, form their own group of underlings, so on and so on. From there, each trophic level earn by drawing commissions from what their underlings, underling's underlings, underling's underling's underling blablablabla.... pro plan. but take a look, who's earning the most here?
MLM, why is it popular?
--The concept of OTOT, own time own target. This attracts primarily people ranging from 16 to working adult ages. OTOT concept cater to the needs of students as it does not restrain them from studies. Working adult might take this as a secondary job appointment, since they have a stable income from their main job.
MLM, what does it do?
--Basically marketing. They promote you this product, you "invest" ur money to buy and try it out, then you "invest" more money to buy samples to distribute to fwens to try out. From there on, you get hold of potential clients of the products. May be healthcare supplements, equipments, etc.
MLM, how to be successful?
--You reap wat you sow, but to sow, you need a big network, holding a significant amount of potential clients of the product. These products caters more to grown-ups ( definition of grown-ups = those who sloutch their lives away to get money, and all the mortal desires that blinds them from looking at the other good side of life). Hence, at age 16-20 , the chances of finding such potential clients is at its minimal.


Oo look how much ive picked up from a business student while sharing with him about .....certain private issues relating to MLM. Well, my post does not pinpoint nor criticise on anyone or any companies adopting this business framework but its only a mini wikipedia of my own. Statements are definitely not objective, take it at your own thoughts.

叶子的离开，是因为风的追求，还是树的不挽留

树的告白:
会叫树的原因，是因为我擅长画水彩画，最爱画树，久而久之，我的画作右下方索性以一棵树来代表我。高中三年交过五个女朋友，有一个女孩子，我很爱她，却迟迟不敢追，她没有美丽的面孔，没有姣好的身材，没有撩人的魅力，一个再平凡不过的女孩子。我喜欢 她，真的真的很喜欢她，喜欢她的单纯，她的直率，她的可爱，她的智障，她的脆弱。不追她的原因，也许是潜意识觉得平凡如她配不上我；也许是因为怕在一起后，一切的好感都会消失；也许是怕外人的指指点点伤害了她；也许是觉得，她会是我的，不用急着为了她而放弃一切。最后这个原因，让她陪了我三年，让她看着我和别的女孩子厮混了三年，让她心痛了三年。她很想当一个好演员，但我却像一个严苛的导演。我和第二个女朋友在厕所接吻，被她撞见，她尴尬的笑笑说：「Go on！”然后跑掉，第二天，她眼睛肿得跟核桃一样，我故意不去猜想是谁让她哭成这样，嘲笑了她一天，她在所有人都回家后，在教室哭了起来，她不知道练球回 来拿东西的我，看了她一个多小时。我的第四个女朋友，一直很不喜欢她，有次她们两个吵了起来，我知道依她的个性不会去惹事，但我还是护着女朋友，她被我吼 了一下后，愣住，眼泪滑了下来，我无视她的眼泪，陪女友走出教室，第二天，她依旧嘻嘻哈哈的和我开玩笑，我知道她很难过，但她不会知道我的心不比她好受。当我和第五个女朋友分手时，我约她出去玩，玩了一天，我对她说：「我有事要对??说。”她说：「真巧，我也有事要对你说。”「我和她分手了。”「我和他在 一起了。”我知道「他”是谁，他追她也有一阵子了，是个蛮可爱的男孩子，活泼有趣，充满了热情，追她追得满城风雨。我不能表现自己的心痛，只能笑笑地恭喜 她，但当我回到家，心中的痛楚强烈得令我无法承受，像有个千斤重的石头压在我胸口，我无法呼吸，想大叫却叫不出来，眼泪竟然滑了下来，我掩面大哭，多少 次，我也看着她为了那个不愿承认的人掩面大哭。毕业典礼时，我在手机上发现了一封简讯，这是十天前，我掩面大哭时传来的，只是我一直没有去开过机。
叶子的离开，是因为风的追求，还是树的不挽留。”

叶子的告白：
高中时，喜欢收集叶子，why？因为我觉得，一片叶子要离开它长期依赖的树，好勇敢哩！高中三年，我和一个男孩子很好，不算男女朋友那种好，是好朋友那种好，但是，在他交第一个女朋友时，我学会了一种不该有的感觉，吃醋，心中的酸，不是一颗 柠檬可以比喻，那就像是100颗臭酸的柠檬，酸到不行，他们只在一起两个月，当他们分手，我还得掩饰自己心中强烈的喜悦，但是一个月后，他和另一个女孩子 在一起。我喜欢他，也知道他喜欢我，可是，他为什么总是不追我呢？明明喜欢彼此，为什么不行动？每当他交一个女朋友，我就心痛一次，一次又一次的打击，让我不禁怀 疑，是我一厢情愿吗？不爱我，为什么要对我那么好？他对我的好，已经不是普通朋友可以做到。喜欢一个人，好难过，我可以清楚的知道他的喜好，他的习惯，唯 独他对我的感觉，我猜不透，难道要我这个女孩子去开口吗？尽管如此，我还是想在他身边，关心他，陪他，爱他，也许算是一种等待的行为，等待他回来爱我，就像每天晚上等他的电话，等他的简讯，我知道，就算他再忙， 也会拨出一些时间给我。这样的等待，陪了我三年，等待是难熬的，是令人想放弃的，但等到的那一刹那，让人第二天会继续等下去。这样的煎熬，这样的痛苦，这 样的幸福，这样的矛盾，陪了我三年。直到三年级下学期，高二一个学弟喜欢上我，每天的热情追求，令我从一开始的拒绝，渐渐愿意挪出我心房的一些位置给他。他像一阵温柔而持久的风，撩拨我这片 摇摇欲坠的叶子，到最后，我发现我已经不想只留一点点的位置给这阵风，我知道这阵风，会带我这片伤痕累累的叶子，到更幸福的地方。于是我离开了树，树只是笑笑，没有挽留。
叶子的离开，是因为风的追求，还是树的不挽留。”

风的告白：
因为我喜欢的女孩子叫叶子，因为她有一棵令她依恋的树，所以我要当一阵风，一阵呵护她的风。第一次看见她，是高二我转来一个月后的事，个子小小的她坐在球场旁，一双眼凝视着同和我在球场的学长，每天的社团时间，她总会坐在那里，一个人，和朋友， 她的眼光依旧凝视着他，当他和女孩子打打闹闹，她的眼中有泪，当他看向她，她的眼中有笑。看她成了我的习惯，就像她爱看他。有一天她没来，我心中没来由的焦虑与不安，我无法解释那种感觉，除了不安，还是不安，而且那学长竟然也不在。我冲去他们教室，躲在外面，看着学长骂她，她的眼泪，他的离去。第二天，她依旧坐在场边，看着他，我走过去，对她笑一笑，拿了张纸条给她，她先是惊讶的看着我，然后笑笑地收下。隔天，她拿着纸条出现在我面前，然后离开。叶子的心太沉重，风吹不动。”不是叶子的心太沉重，是叶子根本就不想离开树。”我回给她这段话后，她渐渐会和我说话，收我的礼物，接我的电话。我知道她喜欢的不是我，但我还是有毅力一定要让她喜欢上我，四个月内我告白了不下20次，每一次她都转移话题，但我还是不会放弃，我决定要的人，我就一定会给它追过来！一直到不知道第几次的告白，出了口，虽然知道她一定会又说到别的事，但还是有一丝丝希望她的答应，没想到她都不说话，「??在干嘛？怎么不说话？”我对着话筒说。我在点头。”啊？”我不敢相信自己的耳朵。我在点头！”她大声叫。我甩掉电话，匆匆披上一件衣服，上了机车，冲去她们家按门铃，当她开门的那一刹那，紧紧抱住她。
叶子的离开,是风的追求还是树的不挽留？

Credits from CS Low's blog (btw...cs low is my seargant , lol cool funny dude)

Dont backstab ppl. It really sucks to be a backstabber.Dont think you're always right. Sometimes dignity have to give way.Dont judge ppl, you're not god nor anything near.Dont act clever. You'll look really stupid.Dont take anything,anyone for granted. One day when everyone everything leaves you, u can forget about begging them back.Dont lie. Liars go hell, unless its a lie with good intention.i k0p e entire ting fr0m meng's frdster!i kn0w he is nice enuf t0 dun minD! right meng? and n0, im nt takin u f0r granted! wahahahaas! he is definately enj0ying his supper n0w lars! and dat supper..is m0re like a 8c0urse dinner. -.-" and im JEALOUS ok! -sulks-catch up wif e b0tak meng t0day. hahas! i tink we r meeting tml, bt again, i tink we r nt. l0ls! im gg t0 m0ve near t0 meng! and we can mit up every weekend when u r 0ut! 0k! and i can finally g0 0ver ur hse n k0p ur supper! dun regret then ok! wait f0r me! wahahahas! mean while, enj0y army. and guess wad..i g0t e pic dat we t0ok 3yrs ag0! hahahas! 3yrs ag0, 2 id0its! i didnt change much, n0r d0es he. jus dat..i g0t a bit c0l0ured hair, and he g0t..n0 hair. awww~~ dun argue wif me boi, alil hair is no hair ok! aww~~and he is as nice as 3yrs ag0! =) anyway...i k0p-ed e wh0le ting f0r a reas0n...dun backstab..cus it sucked. u fil bad, cus dat pers0n, is ur frd. and u sucked, cus y0u jus bitched badly bout a person, whom trusted u. dat jus suckily reflects how 'great' an asshole u are. aint i true? and yea, if u betray someone..its w0rse. jus g0 'fuck the wall'(quoted frm meng's pti) ...but oh, seriously, if u ever tot of betrayin someone..fuck off...ur frd deserved better. say sorry when u r wrong. dun tink u r always right. so wad u got a gd reason? ppl mite haf a better one to say dat u r fucking wrong. dignity, eg0, t0 hell wif em at times. dun wait till u l0se ur frds b4 u c0me crying. sorry sorry sorry! t0 every0ne i haf pissed off! hahahas! byebye dignity! wthdun judge ppl. dun bother to. u r nt perfect urself. save ur comments to urself, and onli urself. dun try to relate someting to others and add more to it. u r jus adding ur fucking useless comments into it. and no one is interested. and i totally adores the last sentence...u r nt god, nor anywhere near. ur nt even a significant human being, and god? tsk tsk..dun even DREAM.dun act clever..u look reli stupid. for some ppl..u dun even haf to act clever, or try to, cus u already looked stupid. and some, act clever, oso wun look stupid. oh wells, nt recommended to act clever in ANY ways lars. if u r clever, u r. if u r nt, shut up, move on, improve urself. and MAYB u will b clever. and wells, seriously, some ppl are beyond cure. dun tk anyting, anyone for granted..lols we tends to tk tings for granted dun we? its, someting, dat all humans came wif, naturally. we seldom tnks ppl for doint ings for us, seldom apologise for doin a wrong ting, seldom appreciates ppl. and show it. once we know we took someting/one for granted, we dun tk e initative to c0rrect it. dats human isnt it? and its always, u cherish wad u haf lost. u appreciates wads is gone. u regret those tings dat cant be undone. everyone is lidat. we tot we cherish wad we haf now..bt in fact..we dun! its until u lost it, den u know, "hey, actually i didnt cherish her/him/it tat much as i tot i did" but to0 bad. t0o late. fuck urself then. dun lie. dun lie is s0 damn difficult. dun lie den. hide the tings. l0ls. liars g0 t0 hell..haf their t0ngues pulled 0ut, and cut 0ver n 0ver agn. l0l! and lies wif g0od intenti0n, are lies t0o rite? dun0 lars...n0t a saint anyway...lalalas

I spend the first 3 days of my block leave rotting at hoME! Except for wed nite , boon dragged me to k with him =,=

days spent trying to cover my diary of the past 3 months, packing up my room, downloading stuffs into my formatted com, apprenticing with weiliang and qingxiang, reading cs low's blog, catching up with old friends from kbox, from jc, from sec sch etc etc

today found the photo album, holds memories. Dunno why,but triggers memories of my dear bunny. In memory of him 12-12-05...suddenly miss him.

saw this choir photo with weixian..reminded me of the times b4 choir camp,when me and the
gang planned our evil nite walk trail. Those pictograms are still with me, how nostalgic.

rainy days, down with a flu now. now i know how runny tap goes...when your nose just dun stop flowing kareens out.

ahnee called me out at nite , but i too tired to go.
finally got my cheecheongfun supper yest, super happy.

supposed to have tennis tml, but jeremy fell sick. so postponed,again.


cont rotting, till then.

oO after wat seems eternal, i finally blog!

look here, this is to tell you all that..my blog is not declared dead YET! haha but the chatbox.....must revive it........using the CPR!

hmm.....just finished my bmt course of army. POP 060606, was a joyous and sad moment.
And i survived the bmt! 2 months + of moderation from a CV to an ARMY life. been thru alot,seen alot, made alot of new companions too.

I just cant help but wonder wat pushed me thru the times man. Dennis got his almight God, Sebas got his almighty Yuyin, right almighty? and me....er.....wat have i got....lol. I've got...captain planet!!!!
(na na na~ hes our hero)

lalala.....wat crap...hahaa.