oO superb terrible dream-nightmare i had.
It just made me realise how mch i miss my loved ones, how much ive neglected them.
I just wanna hug my brother the moment i woke up.

Its a Sunday, and i cant even sleep past 5.30am ... !$%*()#%)#*%
Marathon 10km! 2nd time i run this far.
The no. of ppl there is = to national day...crazy.
Halfway thru, everyone gone, running alone. And then here comes rain....makes everything troublesome.
Saw the Pegasus CSM, OCS fwens, JJ fwens, blah blah blah... and then i realise how much fwens i have... too much.
Whoa many many ren!

After event...many many rubbish!



Mr. fat tummy and cool dude.

Was a good run, and so we decided for a good lunch at funan it mall. Swensens....crayfish pasta, and giant earthquake. And of course stupid shots being taken.
That would prob be the last time in these few weeks or months tat we gather? everyones going everywhere, max sian-ness.

Giant Earthquake!!

Hmm...wat was i doing..

John screwed this up purposely...

How lovely....puke.

LANshop is a common hangout place. Dota? dota..

Dinner was at FishCo. at JP. Todays output = input.
Sambal grilled seasonal fish...shiokness.
With 2-4 gangs...minus alot of ppl. So many girls...and only me and boon.
Had a cap as a very belated birthday gift, and gave a bolster as a birthday gift.
Everyone looks like they just came back from africa......so thin.

So long...till then.
Been long since i saw everyone there.

50 things we use to do when we were a kid growing up in singapore.
How nostalgic life can get.

1. You grew up watching He-man, Transformers, Silver hawk and Mickey Mouse. Not to forget, Ninja turtles and Smurfs too.
2. You grew up brushing your teeth with a mug in Primary school during recess time. You will squat by a drain with all your classmates beside you, and brush your teeth with a coloured mug. The teachers said you must brush each side10 times too.
3. You know what's Bin(1) Fen(1) Ba (1) San(1) is all about.
4. You know what SBC stands for.
5. You were there when the first chinese serial, the Awakening was shown on TV.
6.Internet? What the hell is that? So you thought a decade or more ago.
7. You find your friends with pagers and handphone cool in Secondary school.
8. SBS buses used to be non-airconditioned. The bus seats are made of wood and the cushion is red.! The big red bell gives a loud BEEEP! when pressed.There are colourful tickets for TIBS buses. The conductor will check for tickets by using a machine which punches a hole on the ticket.
9. Your favourite actor and actress is Huang Wenyong and Xiangyun. Next is Lee Nanxing and Zoe Tay and the Aiyoyo woman.
10. You've probably read Young Generation magazine. You know who's Vinny the little vampire and Acai the constable.
11. You were there when they first introduced MRT here. You went for the first ride with your parents and you would kneel on the seat to see the scenery.
12. Movie tickets used to cost only $3.50.
13. Gals are fascinated by Stra! wberry Short Cake and Barbie Dolls.
14. You learn to laugh like The Count in Sesame Street.
15. You longed to buy tibits called Kaka(20 cents per pack) and Ding Dang(50 cents per box), that had a toy in it and it changes every week not forgetting the 15 cents animal crackers and the ring pop, where the lollipop is the diamond on the ring.
16. You watched TV2(also known as Channel 10) cartoons because Channel 5 never had enough cartoons for you.
17. All that you know about Cantonese is from the Hong Kong serials you watched on TV2.
18.Hardy Boys, Nancy Drew, The Three Investigators, FamousFive and Secret Seven are probably the thickest story ! books you ever thought you have read. Even SweetValley High and Malory Towers.
19.Civics and Moral Education was "Hao3 Gong1 Min2".
20. KFC used to be a high class restaurant that serve food in plates and let you use metal forks and knives.
21. The most vulgar thing you said was asshole and idiot and THE MOST EXTREME WAS 'super white'...you just couldn't bring yourself to say the hokkien relative.
22. Catching was the IN thing and twist the magic word.
23. Your English workbooks was made of some damn poor quality paper that was smooth and yellow.
24. CDIS was your best friend.
25. The only computer lesso! ns in school involved funny pixellised characters in 16 colours walking about trying to teach you maths.
26. Waterbottles were slinged around your neck and a must everywhere you go.
27. Boys loved to play soccer with small tennis balls in the basketball court or play something that uses tennis ball to hit other players known as "HUM TAM BOLA" during recess /after school
28. Hopskotch, five stones,chateh and zero point were all the rage with the girls and boys too...
29. Science was fun with the balsam and the angsana being the most important plants of our lives.
30. Who can forget Ahmad, Bala, Sumei and John, eternalized in our minds from the textbooks. Even Mr Wally.
31. You did stupid exercises like seal crawl and frog jumps.
32. Every children's day and national day you either get pins or pens with 'Happy Children's Day 1993' or dumb files with Happy National Day 1994'.
33. In Primary six you had to play buddy for the younger kids like big sister and brother.
34. Chinese teachers were always old, boring and damn fierce looking.
35. Your form teacher taught you maths, science and english.
36. The worksheets were made of brown rough paper of poor quality.
37. You went to school in slippers and a raincoat when it rained, and you find a dry spot in the school to sit down, dry your feet, and wear your dry and warm socks and shoes.
38. Famous Chinese singers were only Jacky Cheung, Andy Lau, Aaron Kwok and Leon Lai
39. School dismissal time was normally around 1 pm.
40. There would be spelling tests and mental sums to do almost everyday.
41. Your friends considered you lucky and rich if your parents gave you $3 or more for pocket money everyday.
42. During class gatherings, parents always tag along in case someone gets lost at Orchard Road.
43. You freak out when the teacher tells you to line up according to height! and hold hands with the corresponding boy or girl.
44. Handkerchiefs were a must for both genders
45. Collecting notebooks and all kinds of stationery was a popular thing.
46. Autograph books were loaded with "Best Wishes", "Forget Me Not", and small poems like "Bird fly high, hard to catch. Friend like you, hard to forget".
47. Class monitors and prefects loved to say "You talk somemore, I write your name ah!"
48. There were at least 40 people in one class.
49. Large, colourful schoolbags were carried.
50. You brought every single book to school, even though there was one thing called the timetable.

Live firing!

How cool , i survived the firings. Can see tracers flying less than 0.5m beside you straight. Oo exciting. Lost the quad sight screw lar, how suay can i be.28km road march was in the evening. Afternoon was napping time. Izmal packed up and left while all of us were napping. Nvr got a chance to say goodbye.

Took some pics of the platoon together. Our last moments together. The route basically repeats, and pass into ntu. So it was quite monotonous...damn boring march. Got abrasions as usual, but graduate with the cpl rank on my arms. Came back in the early morn.
Packing up the bunk, packing up the feelings too.Posting out, the moment everyone yearning for. Everyone going different places, but mainly arti and medic and signals.Sian to max when i heard ASLC...suck thumb lar....................Another 11 weeks of sufferings.......ill nvr get to experience unit life. No 8-5 chance also...wats more, ill end up in tekong after tat. Life is so unfair for PRs....

Shifted my stuffs to Echo, platoon 1 sec1 bed 3. So many malays,and new faces. I wonder if i can adapt this time round. OC talk to us...say will be fun...but xiong. Walao...mentally breakdown sia.No last moments with my platoon mates.....they booked out b4 us. And so, the ASLCs booked out....and im still so mentally disturbed till now. Sadness......

My Section! Binfei and izmal wasnt there...

And why are we in instructors singlet? XD

Rush!!! Rush to beach road sew my cpl ranks, then went off to cineleisure for my dinner! Haha, been long, haven change at all. And so we sat down and ate chicken cutlets and grilled chicken.
1 set of bleach keychains, so nice!
Walk to far east, walk walk around.
Chiong home, go cut hair,then book in. Tml is live firing, lol pray i wun die.

[CracK NuTs]
woOT, shag fun. Try digging from 4pm till morning 6am? This time, 2 -person firetrench digging! Buay tahan sia. Had a big headache in the midst, but recovered luckily. The stick hit my palm meat, swollen. Still we finished. It rained, collapsed abit, but still nice with the fopk. Camp is heaven in the minds of nutcrackers. The aftermath = unloading of stores + cleaning them. Suck thumb....and my platoon did the job. how sucky.

[Crazy 2IC]
Hes nuts for nuts....want our arms very very very very clean. Like hell, when no proper tools are provided. Kept us awake till 9+pm when suppose to sleep by then, cause next day got section live firing. Nearly miss dinner cause of him, lucky sgts take take the responsibility to let us go. All the WO kept quiet...all the sgts siam, insane. Tense nite.... nearly got defaulters parade for company. Good thing is, OC came back in time to salvage us after the 9div dinner.

[SectIOn live firIng]
CancelleD! Confidential stuffs , not suppose to mention. So....had 8km marathon training. Did wel as a section...came in from last to first, together, holding the coy flag. Bonding sia...Damn high.
Games time after tat, warrant chua played with us. How cool can warrants get man, esp G coy ones. All 4 PCs are close like mud sticking together, enjoying their army time.
Had nites out, but came back home instead cause many nvr book out. Shiok to be back, but lame to have to book in again just to sleep......maximum sianness.

[At last....Cpl CHIA!]
haha, 1 week more , gonna be cpl already. Shiok arh, when given the insignia badge. Went thru the tough 10 weeks, to get it. Hopefully sgt comes in my way early, but....ASLC means nutcracker2,grandslam2,etc etc...something not to look forward to. But trip to Taiwan, something to look forward to. ARh...dunno lar.

[Last weEK]
emo emo......gonna have a last week together already. My bunk mates, my platoon mates, warrant chua, teo,loke..G coy...awww. Had a nice leadership lesson with warrant chua, he makes things interesting, shared with us alot of his stuffs. Really....hes 1 guy i admire.
Wonder how im gonna spend the last week together. Just when we start to bond...separation comes. Sad sad.

[Bookout DAY!]
Spent the morning settling the stores, sian max. Book out only at 11+, went jp eat KFC. 1 whole dotA gang we formed. Like wat, 13 ppl? haha...cool right. DotA fun, except getting owned by welson. Went bought 14 comics, heart pain at the money spent... some pool competition going on also,quite nice to watch. Now im back herE~. Saw kareeen and irenes and sooeng on the way back home..haha. 3 in 1 day...so coincidental. Gonna postpone the dinner till sunday...nvm, still get to see her. HAha yea, and imitation of staff chua and warrant chua gone wild! kana pumped by staff today for some ppl imitating him..but he just laugh over it lar, nothign serious. Fun sia.

Till then, next week is the last week BSLC!

With pride we lead,
SISPEC

因为不敢开口， 而错过了一生的幸福。

Watched Xmen3 , on my com. Good movie, though ppl die. Tats the way of life, ppl come and go.
Tml booking in , at 7+ some more. Aww man..and nutcracking soon. Sian to the max.

MY room neat and tidy, good as new =D

Sakae Sushi buffet with my section.
went walk walk..pool..bugis..get my com stuff.
this month's pay rocks, hoohoo.

Went out with boon,zhiwei,jason at nite. Boon jio us to kbox, haha.
Yea...good day its been.

Off in Lieu! till sunday, fortunate me.
Back from camp, had a 3m water confidence jump. No kick really....
Chevrons party. Our club, our place. haha...not bad.
Arcade nvr been so fun since i met yuanli. He and his aero-games.

Saw a mail on my desk. Dennis's card, PINK birthday card for me, full of praises of himself. Haha nevertheless thanku bighead. You've reminded me of the many things i forgotten in life. I just remembered how we used to spend our happy moments, and how lame we can be. Nostalgic eh.

Time pass fast, soon marks the end of my bslc life.
Thank fate, for the people you brought into my life, throughout the army days i spent so far.
Through them ive truly matured, to see the world with an open mind.
What more can i demand, when ive learnt more than i get from school and books.

Life is fading away, time is rushing pass.
People move on, nothing stops.
Suddenly i realise, the distant is becoming more and more distant.
How long have it been since i last called you? i cant remember.
How long have it been since i last saw you? I cant recall.
If only i had 48 hours a day....if only it had been so.
Arh...time to move on too. Cant stop.

Hi iM BacK!

Spent my birthday in camp! No big fat deal ,except my bunkmate trying to let it known to the world. And busy packing for grandslam!
Thanks to those who remembered and drop me a sms. Arh...start feeling guilty, those who dinch. XD
Grandslam was fuN! The wanderer, damn shiok. Walk around tekong find checkpoints, lol insane. Anyway...spent the 3 days trying to learn all tat we could loh. Feed mosquitoes, sleep with nature, see moon see stars. Nvr brush teeth for 3 days, nvr bathe for 2 days, haha.

Had wanton mee with yuanli and jerold after bookout, nice sia.
Yuanli bought 1 whole set of naruto comics, jealous like hell loh.
Play arcade basketball, haha fun.

Gotta book in to camp lateR! Short week, 2 days only then can book out already!
Till tHEN~

"When my body cries enough, my spirit says never"