2 weeks have past!
Pretty much happened, fail soc, and pass again....doing outfields, live firings, all shiet.s.s tat inf. goes thru.
Booked out sunday morn, go back sun evening....how gr8.

upcoming week, freaking shag. a 4 day grandslam (incorporating nutcracker2 !*)($*()!% ) is enough to poke me down...

and ippt tml....gigantic stress. No silver, tats it. all ive done wasted.
can you imagine.....32k,10k,atp, every piece of shit ive gone thru...for nothing.
Fuckup feeling.

On the brighter side.....
ive been pretty preoccupied with my psp, fun gadget. Too bad only weekends.
And comics keep me entertained in bunk when im bored.
I have readers digest with me outfields.
Wash my clothes everyday, with washing machine.
Talking to wenbiao about going bagpacking, redang, and humming our pPg song.
Talking to mr guixiang about ...lame craps.
Unbuttoning ppl's buttons here and there.
Hanging around with the Section 1B group.
Listening to my.mp3 secretly in the nite.
Trying to find out whos the bloody arse who stole like 6 hps in 1 week.
Telling meself, ROC is coming. RnR too. And after tat, over. My 3Sgt rank.

Dreading each day as they past by.
I've lost.