yawn...
i dont wanna wake up on rainy morningS T__T
bo bian...went with the 2-4minor to kbox lo.
Bloody marathon, from 11 to7+, tats like...a torture to the throat. And my sorethroat haven recover...so not as enjoyable with all my offpitches and songs which i cant sing....sian.
But still...nothing is not fun with the dudes around.
Ben,Boon,Wanwei,Wenjie,Sooeng,irenes,Kokswee,and me!

Doh, met wanting, pohsiew, wenting (ng), and i think i saw jss huiwen also,nto quite sure bout tat.
It all ended with a zinger meal boon have to get for his dear bro and sis...lol.


Yesterday's fun. Our grafitti. The 2-4 gang!

Haha psss...btw its raining now, since yesterday nite,i hope it continues.
And i just ate a sinful bowl of maggie, steaming hot for the cold weather,shiok.
Yea.considering that i skipped dinner, had not have a proper breakfast...its not really sinful .
Urgh...alright it is...i shouldnt comfort myself...all the wax and msg...yikes!!




ok, and now more for my private stuff. Haha, wats private when the whole world can read it man..anyways...
New year coming,and so is my new year resolutions.

Im 19 now,must start planning for myself for the next 150 years which ill be living. It seems to me that....there are countless changes i must make for a better me and a better life. Seeing all my friends around me changing, yea i should move on.

Till then~
(n)_(n)

Merry Xmas to everyone!

Xmas means nothing to me...its just another public hol i yearn for.

Spent my day in koksiew house. Oh man...the place, reminds me of the good old days.
We had food,games,lotsa fun. Of course the ppl that make it happen, by being present. So nice.
Wenjie,wanwei,yujing,sooeng,irenes,jingboon,ben,hoeren,jason, chongyong,koksiew,kokswee,me~
The usual gang lar, still as fun as ever.

It kindda make me realise, that soemtimes old friends and buddies are still the best ppl you can find around. Thos that you spend ur time with. Sometimes life move so fast,that there are many things slipping away from u. Too much things to take care of, tat ppl tend to forget wats important to them around. A simple excuse of no time, not free, and u could be well missing a chance to catch up with some precious moments with long lost fwens. The feeling of getting together and enjoy is like, remembering the good old days...brings back the feelings and memories, very nostalgic. Thanks for making those days come back to life again ppl.

Alright, here goes

Im a pretty darn boring person...not that im not at all interesting, but owells, my life's been quite monotonous lately.
Oo lets see, a normal next-door neighbour teen, by the age of 19. He goes to school everyday, gets his grades and certs. After on, he move off to army, be a good soldier...and hope to get out of it alive. He dont live a colourful life, clubbing is not the style for him. Shopping? Maybe, but he dont really follow fashion too...a plain shirt and jeans is good enough, no fanciful blink blinks, coloured lenses, ear holes and rings. Playing sports? He knows everything but excel at none. Games? Yes, tats what his com is for.

Haha....life is dull....arhh~

Anyway...sentosa trip cancelled, max pek cek. Its hard to be an organiser sometimes...can understand. So...i joined my jc dudes to the zoO! free admission tix, haha thanks ms youtian. Pretty ok, nt too bad seeing animals and chatting up.



Those were the days.....
Feeling quite.....emo lately. Well.....when you got nothing occupying you , the mind just run wild.
Yea, and i saw wenda and terence at jp!

" Oh MenG!! youve lost so much weight...wah....not adorable and cute anymore..."
Wenda....haha. She was quite...surprised. Join army~ lol.

Set my heart le. New year, new goals, new motives.

Free of army !

for 1 week+ or so....haha

Feeling sick too......sorethroat major, fever minor, flu minor.

Its the start of my block leave!!!!

Been raining all day since yesterday......

btw i was the cos, haha. and we partied in the office at nite. KFC meal in the bigbig rainy day, jardhead dvd, and the monopoly,break the safe, jengo....kept me entertained till 4+am. Thanks to the specs with me too. Thankyou

Saturday was nice!

Lunching with 3 pretty gals whom i have not seen for months. Pretty as ever, haha.
Then..kana caught by 3 handsome dudes, lol......duh~
Ben looks like hoeren man....and hoeren say its an insult, wahhaha!

Had a chat with koksiew too, haah miss the 2-4 dudes.

Dinner at sarahs house. Thanks pal for your dinner and effort, appreciated.
The last time you did tat, 1 year ago, same place, same ppl too!

sentosa cohesion day!

went for sentosa race..wasnt tat much of a fun but ok lar, not too bad afterall.
haha the pizzas were sickening...eat until sickening..........too much liao!!!
went walk walk vivo after tat, hoohoo saw this tennis shirt, must get!
yea, rainy day...so i dint went for my tkd. Wasted lo....
booking in tml morn!! Tonite shall be spent...doing things i wanna do, rather than sleep. WahahA!

Im flooded with comics!~

haha the chuangyi comic sales was on, so went there to grab some of the old titles i used to read. 剑勇传说 ， 小和尚 ，舞.Hime , Naruto, and help yuanli get a whole set bleach.

Haha Sent a total of 50+ for myself.....the old titles cost only 30 bucks for the 2 series!!! but missing some books, have to go source liao.....

Hoohoo......feel so guilty spending so much money......

reading thru the old posts .......the old days came back to life.
Haha interesting days i lived , memories.

weE~

Ive this burning passion to return to tkd , and continue my trainings, and the barrier btwn me and it is ....the timing!!!
I hope i can master my courage soon enough, and have a little chat with my superior, whether my privilege on tues can be shifted to wed or not. Somehow or rather, the barrier btwn me and it is .... im still neW!!!

Haha, and just tat day, i posted the qns " Do you think life is fair? " to some of my fellow colleagues, and this kept their mind going, was rather fun hearing their view from a 3rd person point. Rather, it became quite funny watchin them quarrel. After that..they became shag out, and slept....lol. Rapelling rocks, too bad it rained, and postponed to monday.

Dear fwen of mine, just poped ! oh man..so long since i last saw him...and i heard of terrible news from him bout his family member. Oh no....please be strong and send my best regards
GET WELL SOON.

Other than all these.....tml im going on a spree with my aslc group to comic bazaar, pool, dinner, and perhaps a little nite activities maybe? if time and space permits.

And next wed, going sentosa, agAIN. But this time its different. Its cohesion day! games up, the sand, the sea, shiok! Gonna be teamed with almost-strangers, men ive met but nvr interact. So...heres my chance! hooHOohoO!

ah blog ah......

why sia?? .....i think thru alot, and i come to realise this another one of my own 人生哲学.

"Life is never unfair , its just always not ideal."

Envy of all my friends, who works 8-5. Such opportunity never did found its way to me, there are just so many things in life i want to do, but just too little of my own time...
Like a bird in the cage...peering at the outside world....

Can u imagine....if i can leave at 5, or 6....i have a night , a very precious night.
I can attend my lessons i missed for almost a year, and get pampered in the luxury of my room.
I can pick up more skills, skills of value that last me a lifetime.
I can spend time with my family, whom i dearly miss so much.
I can do so much more, oh man........

So i have conclude, after much brain-squeezing thoughts, about life and the way of life. Say its unfair? nah...some things you get, some things you dun, applies to everyone. Beneficial or not, i believe its quite well-distributed. So unfair is not a good word to describe. I would say its.....not ideal. Ideal, means moulding life into our desired outcome, but in reality, life moulds us to what we are to be and what we get to do, not the other way round. And so many a times, the ideal part is often seen in others but not in own, and tats very utterly depressing....

whoohoo~

think im gonna resume my tkd lessons very soon. Since time is all mine now.
Playing basketball is fun, just dug out the 2-4 ball which we used to use to play every sunday and brought it to camp to play.
Men and comms? no diff lar, haha. We all wear the same berets. Just tat i have more responsibility, to take care. And so....we play together. Fun.
And so...my daily events in camp includes basketballs, scrabbles, monopoly, game of life, gym, eat, sleep. ok..............

Been thinking alot again...haha. Missing all the ppl in my life. Suddenly alot of memories lar.haha.


And today my fwens and i been talking bout how life would be after ORD.
on the T+1 day : ill wake up at 0530 and say wTF? where is my locker and sandals?
then ill scream...hmm...my 11b and the cookhouse seems to be gone...er...
er...where are my fellow men? tot they needa fall in already?

haha.....tats how it goes?

loL......