ah blog ah......

why sia?? .....i think thru alot, and i come to realise this another one of my own 人生哲学.

"Life is never unfair , its just always not ideal."

Envy of all my friends, who works 8-5. Such opportunity never did found its way to me, there are just so many things in life i want to do, but just too little of my own time...
Like a bird in the cage...peering at the outside world....

Can u imagine....if i can leave at 5, or 6....i have a night , a very precious night.
I can attend my lessons i missed for almost a year, and get pampered in the luxury of my room.
I can pick up more skills, skills of value that last me a lifetime.
I can spend time with my family, whom i dearly miss so much.
I can do so much more, oh man........

So i have conclude, after much brain-squeezing thoughts, about life and the way of life. Say its unfair? nah...some things you get, some things you dun, applies to everyone. Beneficial or not, i believe its quite well-distributed. So unfair is not a good word to describe. I would say its.....not ideal. Ideal, means moulding life into our desired outcome, but in reality, life moulds us to what we are to be and what we get to do, not the other way round. And so many a times, the ideal part is often seen in others but not in own, and tats very utterly depressing....